I gave babe my Iphone 3GS. I left her a note that she found sooner than I thought haha. It was left unfinished because I fell asleep while typing it up in the notes. So I guess I’ll finish it up here.
We’ve only been together for a little over a week. But for some reason, it feels like we never came to an end. It was two years ago when it all started. We became close friends, then even closer. We parted after two months, but not too long after, we became closer than ever before. I feel like you’ve always been there. And you know what? You have been. As my best friend, you were there for me and I was there for you. We always had our great and happy moments together. Having fun doing whatever we would be doing. It was endless to what we could do with smiles on our faces. No one could catch us without one whenever we’re together. I’ve always enjoyed high school. I’ve always thought I was making the best of my high school years. But now I realized the source of my happiness. Baha. Babe, you’re the reason why I’ve gotten to love high school so much!
Last year, we had an amazing summer together. The start of our senior year was incredible and it felt like nothing else could make it better. But then we started up in some troubles. We were tearing apart from each other. You were the last person I wanted to lose. I couldn’t deal with the fact that we were actually slipping away from each other, so I watched myself sink lower as our friendship started to fade. It wasn’t till the day I listened to our song a thousand times that I chose to stop watching(Okay, maybe not a thousand. Probably a million something times). That song replayed in my head, and so did our promise from two years ago. The lights weren’t burning out and my hair wasn’t falling out yet. And I wasn’t going to let a slinky stay broken. Slinkies are the hardest things to fix. But we did it. All it took was a good grip and a whole lot of hope. And now, this slinky can even go up the stairs. Our friendship went nowhere but up.
And when things can’t get any better, it becomes amazing. That’s the only word I can use to sum up the night we watched the lunar eclipse with. Just. Amazing. And as we let time pass, we started to pick up where we left off. We were already best friends, and now we are something more. And I love how everything is right now.
Babe, you’re beautiful. You make time freeze while you’re next to me, yet you make my days fly by. I can’t see you enough and I probably never will. And babe, you make me smile cause you’ve turned my world upside down.
Well, this is one of the things I wanted to add into your notes. This is our story, babe. I know you know it just as clear as I do. But I bring this up because you’ve made me happy. I can’t help but be happy now that things are the way they are. And I intend to keep you happy too :]
Three dates, three songs, and three years of history. Three. I think that’s our lucky number, babe! ;] But that will change. We have much in front of us, and I can’t wait to discover what we have in store in the future. Right there, with you.
We were talking about my little brother, Jacob, and how he is different from how my big brother, Ronnie, and I grew up. Then she says:
Mom: You were a miracle.
Mom: Daddy and I always questioned if we were going to make it through financially. But, God gave us another son. Now, look where we are.
Something like that. :]
who sings and dances in the car even when no one else does.
I want to go paintballing again.
Elisha is at home sick, and it’s all my fault. I’m such a big jerk.
The true reason Austink insulted me, was because she heard Elisha coughing in class. And as Elisha’s best friend, Austink needed to defend her bff. LOLWUT.
Because in reality, I’m the lame one. ;)
I always imagine you next to me. But when it’s real, that’s when it’s best.
Is what I believe true? Is it true what I believe? Do people see things the way I do? Is it the truth or am I just entitled to it? Strength or courage? What does it take to be both? Can you really make a difference in your past? How do you fix it? Can you create your own future? Who am I and what am I supposed to become? And what the fuck am I doing here?
2011! It’s our year!